uncomfortable soul

I know I’m right where I belong But sometimes when...

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 20:18:58 +0800

I know I’m right where I belong
But sometimes when I’m not that strong…
I Wish I’d done a little bit more.

… I’m not completely sure of what i want with my life actually, and I still feel that emptiness sometimes but what I know now is that , this life right now is what i want, this is what I decided to be, this life that I’m living right now, the person that I am, the place where I live, the people I am with, the job I have and everything that I achieved and total of all that is happening in my life right now…this is it! this I what I want with my life. I want to accept it as it is. there maybe something more that I desire or need but i will deal with it everyday, and work for it. i was blinded to look too much about what i want with my life, without realizing that I have so much more to be thankful for, that my life is the life that I want to be. And right now whatever comes my way I am okay with it:)

You Have a Choice You can choose to listen to people who bring...

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 18:36:00 +0800

You Have a Choice

You can choose to listen to people who bring you down, or to tune in to those who lift you up.

You can choose between making a snide, destructive comment, or you can make an encouraging, uplifting one.

You can choose to sit and worry about the worst that could happen, or you can start making progress now, and choose to have faith that everything will work out.

You can cancel the plans you made while you were on that emotional high, or you can go through with your ambitious plans anyway.

You can choose to continue down the path everyone else follows, or you can choose to start living with intention, right now.

You can choose not to contact that person because you could be rejected, or you can reach out because you might be accepted.

You can choose scarcity or choose abundance.

You can choose fear or choose bravery.

You can choose to play their game, responding to negativity with more negativity, or you can turn their energy into a source of creativity and opportunity.

You can ignore your inner genius because it doesn’t fit within someone else’s worldview, or you can embrace who you were meant to be and give all you have to the world.

You can choose to blame others or to take responsibility.

The energy it takes to make either of these choices is the same.

You always have a choice.

Which choice will you make, right now?

- Corbett Barr

Got out of bed today, I’m alive, what can I say? :) Have a...

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 07:27:36 +0800

Got out of bed today, I’m alive, what can I say? :)

Have a wonderful day everyone! *hugs*

People complain that life’s unfair. I know it’s true, but I’m...

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 07:25:00 +0800

People complain that life’s unfair. I know it’s true, but I’m actually trying to grasp the concept that life really isn’t fair. Honestly, it’s too fair. We should be grateful we’re not dealt the life we truly deserve. We don’t even know fair. We’ve never even experienced it. People just always want things better than what they have at the time and they will keep saying it’s not fair until they get it. But if you’re always wanting more, then your “fair” will never come.

the truth is, you can have anything you want, but you can’t have everything you want.

“Accept everything about yourself, I mean everything. You...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 23:36:43 +0800

“Accept everything about yourself, I mean everything. You are you and that is the beginning and the end, no apologizes, no regrets.” - Clark Moustakas

Dear whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 19:43:00 +0800

Dear whoever is reading this,

I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You’re wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be writing this. You’re not alone, we may be miles away but we’re all going through the same things. Please keep holding on.

whoever you are, I love you. :)

I cannot ease your aching heart, nor take your pain away; but...

Fri, 30 Mar 2012 00:18:35 +0800

I cannot ease your aching heart, 
nor take your pain away; 
but let me stay and take your hand, 
and walk with you today. 
I’ll listen when you need to talk,
I’ll wipe away your tears;
I’ll share your worries when they come,
and I’ll help you face your fears.

Don’t you ever, ever think that you are alone in this world. When you’re feeling down,  lonely, as if you walk this road alone, stop. Stop and look around you.  There is always someone. There will always be someone. And if you see no-one, look deeper.  Maybe that someone you need lies inside of you. You will never, ever in this world be alone.  Just remember that.

“I think it’s perfectly okay to realize that not...

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 07:41:29 +0800

“I think it’s perfectly okay to realize that not every day will be great — or even good — but I don’t think it’s okay not to at least give every day a chance.”

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I — not events — have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy in it.
— Groucho Marx

“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the...

Fri, 23 Mar 2012 00:45:42 +0800

“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night
with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves
them now and that nobody will ever love them,…”

“Do you ever just get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? you don’t want to smile, and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don’t know exactly what is wrong either. there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who wont take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.” - Lora M. Heacock

It hurts to smile… I feel like I’m going to burst into tears. There’s just some days like this when it all seems to be wrong and nothing feels right.

Leave back all your worries and troubles of yesterday,Make...

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 19:55:00 +0800

Leave back all your worries and troubles of yesterday,
Make yourself a silent promise to make today a better day.
A day, however good or bad, has gone by,
Now it is the time to look at the bright blue sky.

The morning sun brings about new hope.
It is a promise that troubles are washed away with yesterday.
Today is a brand new day so make the most of it,
Live as if it were your last and enjoy every minute.
For every single day is a gift from God.

Every day is a new day. Every hour is a new hour. Every second is a new second. Every moment is a new moment. We can’t go back into the past so there’s no point in living there.

Every new day is another chance to change something in your life. Every new day is a chance to feel blessed for what you have.

“There ain’t no way you can hold onto something that wants...

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 18:14:35 +0800

“There ain’t no way you can hold onto something that wants to go, you understand? You can only love what you got while you got it.” ― Kate DiCamillo

“Pain will leave you, when you let go.”

“Love is forgiving, accepting, moving on, embracing, and all encompassing. And if you’re not doing that for yourself, you cannot do that with anyone else.” ― Steve Maraboli

“If you want to forget something or someone, never hate it, or never hate him/her. Everything and everyone that you hate is engraved upon your heart; if you want to let go of something, if you want to forget, you cannot hate.” ― C. JoyBell C.

Blink away the tears, walk forward. Even if the first step hurts, believe that everything will be okay. because someday it will. be strong. and remember that the end of one hurtful thing in your life is usually an indication that the start of some truly amazing thing to come. let go. *hugs*

Believe in yourself, build your strength, you are strong,...

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 20:52:00 +0800

Believe in yourself, build your strength, you are strong, You’re beautiful and smart and capable of doing anything.

“We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.”

Have Faith. Be strong.

“You don’t have to be the best. You should do your...

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 12:25:37 +0800

“You don’t have to be the best. You should do your best.”

Today I will do my best. Although my best may not be good enough for some people, it is always good enough for God. My worth as a person does not depend on the approval of others. i will do my best, and it will always be enough.

“Music provides the subtitles to my life.” No matter...

Tue, 06 Mar 2012 20:19:10 +0800

“Music provides the subtitles to my life.”

No matter how many walls you put around your heart, the music you listen will tell everyone how you really feel.

If you cannot express yourself with words always look for the right song. I believe in using songs to say things. :)

“I have all these feelings - these weird feelings, and...

Mon, 27 Feb 2012 00:34:29 +0800

“I have all these feelings - these weird feelings, and I’ve had this burning desire to express them. But I can’t. I just can’t. And these feelings - they’re trapped and they’re like stuck in my heart.. And I just feel so lonely.”

Do you know why people hate to admit they are lonely? It’s because when you do, everyone thinks that something is wrong with you. They think “I have people in my life, why don’t you?” But the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone.

Because sometimes people do actually feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it’s caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death. Saying “I don’t want to exist” isn’t saying “I want to go die”. It’s saying “I wish that, for the time being, I could go somewhere and not have to feel”. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.

i’m telling you, there’s nothing wrong with being lonely sometimes, it’s okay…you’ll be alright.

If you are going to love me, love me deeply. If you break my...

Mon, 20 Feb 2012 16:40:00 +0800

If you are going to love me, love me deeply. If you break my heart, then break it all. If you are going to care, care for me completely. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you are going to stay, then stay forever. And if you want to leave, then do it today. If you are going to change, change for the better. And if you are going to talk, then please mean what you say.

And I can’t help but wonder how normal it is to feel this way. I mean, here I am, in the throes of the most amazing man I have ever known-someone who has so quickly become my world-and I can’t help but question it all. I have never been more sure of my feelings for anyone and never have I been so insecure about someone’s feelings for me. I don’t know what to do but I’m never giving up on you.

“Sometimes your biggest battle is to believe in...

Thu, 16 Feb 2012 18:13:00 +0800

“Sometimes your biggest battle is to believe in yourself.”

I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain until I learned that it’s necessary for growth.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced its beauty.
I feared death until I realized that it’s not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days
I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better.
I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength.
I feared change, until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo
a metamorphosis before it could fly.

learn to believe in yourself.

” I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon...

Thu, 19 Jan 2012 20:04:44 +0800

” I’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want, and you can’t be scared to go out there and get it. You have to dream hard, wish big, and chase after your goals, because no one else is going to do it for you. And even if things don’t work out, you’ll always be able to say you tried.”

I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come and save you, you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So don’t give up on your dreams. stand up and make them happen.

life is going to throw you so many obstacles to overcome. some...

Fri, 06 Jan 2012 19:55:42 +0800

life is going to throw you so many obstacles to overcome. some are going to be easier than others, some will leave you happy and some will kill you deep inside. but no matter what happens in the end, it’ll always bring along more and more obstacles to face. You just have to stand tall, hold your head high and just take whatever life brings to you.

The main thing I learned? if you aren’t willing to put up with a little pain, you won’t go far. With every journey you’ll get scratches and bruises, but if you really love it, those scratches will be worth it and you wouldn’t really notice them because you take the pain with the joy.

The important thing is not to bitter over life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won’t be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it’s only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

“Of course you’re gonna get your heart broken. And...

Thu, 05 Jan 2012 19:31:04 +0800

“Of course you’re gonna get your heart broken. And it isn’t just gonna happen once, but a lot. That’s just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through it. And you’ll be a stronger person because of it. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it’ll all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again.”

That ‘s what we call LOVE … it hurts and yet it is so beautiful, and that is what makes it so great, that we can experience so many powerful emotions in just one major thing, although they may hurt at times. SO open your heart and Love again.